Got into a brawl last night

[flame_guards_member1]

Also, it's your fault your 330 pounds so don't blame the country, man!

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Yea man i can relate to that. That time is a difficult time and other kinds can be cruel and stupid as fuck.
A friend of mine used to be the big kid everyone teased too. They spit at him, insulted him, bullied him and so on. Until one day he started going to the gym and after a while beat the shit out of the 2 or 3 main people who teased him. No one ever teased him again and now he works as a bouncer
And also being scared is normal. Everyone suffers from that shit. And i mean everyone. From Saddam Hussein, to Hitler to Spiderman, to Triple OG Drive By and even your Dad. And especially in your case you seem to have a good reason. So start there. Start trying to find out what it is and work with that.
So ok, you are an outsider and people like to fuck with you. People always like to fuck with "outsiders" cause they cant defend themselves (in your cause you are also a foreigner on top, which makes it worse), because people are screwed in the head. Show them that that shit is not happening and their bs insults bounce off your armor. Get some self esteem and the rest will come to you automatically. I know its very hard to do but thats the way i think.

[flame_guards_member1]

Yea man i can relate to that. That time is a difficult time and other kinds can be cruel and stupid as fu--.
A friend of mine used to be the big kid everyone teased too. They spit at him, insulted him, bullied him and so on. Until one day he started going to the gym and after a while beat the shit out of the 2 or 3 main people who teased him. No one ever teased him again and now he works as a bouncer
And also being scared is normal. Everyone suffers from that shit. And i mean everyone. From Saddam Hussein, to Hitler to Spiderman, to Triple OG Drive By and even your Dad. And especially in your case you seem to have a good reason. So start there. Start trying to find out what it is and work with that.
So ok, you are an outsider and people like to fu-- with you. People always like to fu-- with "outsiders" cause they cant defend themselves (in your cause you are also a foreigner on top, which makes it worse), because people are screwed in the head. Show them that that shit is not happening and their bs insults bounce off your armor. Get some self esteem and the rest will come to you automatically. I know its very hard to do but thats the way i think.

I'll try that.

[EmperorPenguin]

Oh I forgot about girls my age.

Find the perfect guy! He's cute and skinny and has muscles, and he's cool!

Let me tell you about that guy when you two turn 40 if your married. He has a beer gut. He is ugly as fu--. He has hair all over him. He drinks beer all the time. He stinks like shit. His dick can't go up when you two have sex. You will have alot of problems with him such as tell him to take up the garbage, he won't, and you will start an argument or a fight over it that might lead to your divorce. If you have kids, they'll give you alot of problems you'll think about calling nanny 9/11, and they'll ignore you and always yell or be pissed at you in their teenage years. If you have a daughter she'll think like you when you were young, she'll run off with some guy and get pregnant, which will run from her! Your husband, the cute little ass he once was, will threaten to kill him, possibly getting into a fight with him. Your problems will go on every day. You will have to do the dishes, vacum, clean, cook, everything while he sits on his fat ass and watches TV. Your fairy tale world in a few months will actually be misery and hell for the next 40 years just like most American or Canadian marriges.

That's another thing that pisses me off. They don't go after the guys who need it most --- me!

As hard as it may seem if girls your age are acting like that just don't sweat it. Everyone goes through those periods in life but I'll tell you once you get out into the real world, a lot of that shit changes. I remember growing up going through that shit. Once I was over 18, I went out and got me a job in a bigger city and things just took off from there. I literally changed my whole life.

You seem like a good kid, with a decent head on his shoulders. Hang in there and just try to be yourself. You live in Toronto right? Or around there? I go there for work a lot, once you hit the legal drinking age (19 right?) I'll take you out for a beer. We'll have a blast. Sentz will come too, he'll pay for the strip club. He's good like that.

[EmperorPenguin]

Yea man i can relate to that. That time is a difficult time and other kinds can be cruel and stupid as fu--.
A friend of mine used to be the big kid everyone teased too. They spit at him, insulted him, bullied him and so on. Until one day he started going to the gym and after a while beat the shit out of the 2 or 3 main people who teased him. No one ever teased him again and now he works as a bouncer
And also being scared is normal. Everyone suffers from that shit. And i mean everyone. From Saddam Hussein, to Hitler to Spiderman, to Triple OG Drive By and even your Dad. And especially in your case you seem to have a good reason. So start there. Start trying to find out what it is and work with that.
So ok, you are an outsider and people like to fu-- with you. People always like to fu-- with "outsiders" cause they cant defend themselves (in your cause you are also a foreigner on top, which makes it worse), because people are screwed in the head. Show them that that shit is not happening and their bs insults bounce off your armor. Get some self esteem and the rest will come to you automatically. I know its very hard to do but thats the way i think.

Spiderman?? HAH! Look at this guy, talking about Spiderman being scared!! Hahaha.... Listen bud, He's got radioactive blood. Can he swing from a thread? Take a look overhead. Hey, there, there goes the Spiderman. Does whatever a spider can. Spins a web, any size, catches thieves just like flies. So watch your mouth next time you say Spiderman gets scared.

[Sentenza]

You seem like a good kid, with a decent head on his shoulders. Hang in there and just try to be yourself. You live in Toronto right? Or around there? I go there for work a lot, once you hit the legal drinking age (19 right?) I'll take you out for a beer. We'll have a blast. Sentz will come too, he'll pay for the strip club. He's good like that.

Ok, as long as you pay for the beer. Cause then it will be more expensive for you than for me.
You know us Germans can put away some

[flame_guards_member1]

[Sentenza]

We could also invite Invincible, lol

[flame_guards_member1]

We could also invite Invincible, lol

Yeah, it will be a blast. With Invincible coming along, we'll be sure to get into a bar fight!

[flame_guards_member1]

We could also invite Invincible, lol

Yeah, it will be a blast. With Invincible coming along, we'll be sure to get into a bar fight!

Maybe this time he can say to some black guy his mother was raped and pissed on by his KKK friends or something.

[flame_guards_member1]

We could also invite Invincible, lol

Yeah, it will be a blast. With Invincible coming along, we'll be sure to get into a bar fight!

Maybe this time he can say to some black guy his mother was raped and pissed on by his KKK friends or something.

Just kidding. Invincible's a good guy.

[Sentenza]

We could also invite Invincible, lol

Yeah, it will be a blast. With Invincible coming along, we'll be sure to get into a bar fight!

Maybe this time he can say to some black guy his mother was raped and pissed on by his KKK friends or something.

This commercial reminds me of Invincible. Could be him

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shk62qIBx44[/youtube]

[flame_guards_member1]

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is a very bad idea. Damn!

I'm trying not to turn out like this guy though:



I'm taking it easy at the beginning, 1 hour walks and 1 hour Shotokan karate lessons a couple of times each week.

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I'm taking it easy at the beginning, 1 hour walks and 1 hour Shotokan karate lessons a couple of times each week.

Martial Arts is always good. I know some people which that has helped too. A friend of mine was in the National Karate team of Germany and i did some Kickboxing years ago. Want to do it again, but i am too lazy and i smoke too much.

[flame_guards_member1]

I'm taking it easy at the beginning, 1 hour walks and 1 hour Shotokan karate lessons a couple of times each week.

Martial Arts is always good. I know some people which that has helped too. A friend of mine was in the National Karate team of Germany and i did some Kickboxing years ago. Want to do it again, but i am too lazy and i smoke too much.

Also, I love swimming and people say that helps alot. Only thing is, I'm huge! People always stare at me which is really uncomfortable and demoralizing.

My dad is 2nd degree black belt in Shotokan Karate, and he's been in the military as it was mandatory back then before they kicked him out for beating the crap and nearly killing the Sargent, which is another story. They had really intense training back then, and my dad knew alot of those enforcer guys that worked for the Bulgarian or Serbian mafias. He got into alot of fights and so on. He's really confident.

It's unfortunete they don't teach you the same things here. His training was really intense.

For example this would be called human rights abuse here, but a part of the training was Mica or whatever, which a large group of people would make a circle, and they'd throw in a person and start beating him all over the body except the head or balls of course, and he'd try to get out, people would push him in, he'd have to block everything and this was primarly for learning to how block well.

My dad also had free sparring with a 4th Degree black belt, knocked out a 6th Degree black belt and even had a fight with Dr. Ilija Jorga, which was 8th degree black belt back then and now is 10th degree black belt. He also had alot of fights with people, as I said, some involving guns. He's really confident and tough.

I'm trying to follow his example. It's different with him though because he eats way more than me but due to his body type he only gets a stomach and doesn't get fat anywhere else, where I have my mom's body type which gets fat all over.

So yeah...

[Sentenza]

I'm taking it easy at the beginning, 1 hour walks and 1 hour Shotokan karate lessons a couple of times each week.

Martial Arts is always good. I know some people which that has helped too. A friend of mine was in the National Karate team of Germany and i did some Kickboxing years ago. Want to do it again, but i am too lazy and i smoke too much.

Also, I love swimming and people say that helps alot. Only thing is, I'm huge! People always stare at me which is really uncomfortable and demoralizing.

My dad is 2nd degree black belt in Shotokan Karate, and he's been in the military as it was mandatory back then before they kicked him out for beating the crap and nearly killing the Sargent, which is another story. They had really intense training back then, and my dad knew alot of those enforcer guys that worked for the Bulgarian or Serbian mafias. He got into alot of fights and so on. He's really confident.

It's unfortunete they don't teach you the same things here. His training was really intense.

For example this would be called human rights abuse here, but a part of the training was Mica or whatever, which a large group of people would make a circle, and they'd throw in a person and start beating him all over the body except the head or balls of course, and he'd try to get out, people would push him in, he'd have to block everything and this was primarly for learning to how block well.

My dad also had free sparring with a 4th Degree black belt, knocked out a 6th Degree black belt and even had a fight with Dr. Ilija Jorga, which was 8th degree black belt back then and now is 10th degree black belt. He also had alot of fights with people, as I said, some involving guns. He's really confident and tough.

I'm trying to follow his example. It's different with him though because he eats way more than me but due to his body type he only gets a stomach and doesn't get fat anywhere else, where I have my mom's body type which gets fat all over.

So yeah...

Sounds like your Dad is really a tough cookie. You shouldnt desperately try to follow him though. Do what you are good at, it seems you have different talents then him. But i know that in the Eastern European armys the training was hard as fuck. Thats why a lot of ex Red Army vets nowadays are in the French Foreign Legion and work for Mercenary contractors.

But i always thought there was only one Karate guy who has the 10th degree black belt and he is old as fuck, like 110 . Maybe i am wrong though.

And that staring thing, you will have to live with that and learn to ignore it until you get better. Or if you cant take it, go somewhere where you are alone, there is always a way. If you work, work and work, success will come from alone.

[flame_guards_member1]

I'm taking it easy at the beginning, 1 hour walks and 1 hour Shotokan karate lessons a couple of times each week.

Martial Arts is always good. I know some people which that has helped too. A friend of mine was in the National Karate team of Germany and i did some Kickboxing years ago. Want to do it again, but i am too lazy and i smoke too much.

Also, I love swimming and people say that helps alot. Only thing is, I'm huge! People always stare at me which is really uncomfortable and demoralizing.

My dad is 2nd degree black belt in Shotokan Karate, and he's been in the military as it was mandatory back then before they kicked him out for beating the crap and nearly killing the Sargent, which is another story. They had really intense training back then, and my dad knew alot of those enforcer guys that worked for the Bulgarian or Serbian mafias. He got into alot of fights and so on. He's really confident.

It's unfortunete they don't teach you the same things here. His training was really intense.

For example this would be called human rights abuse here, but a part of the training was Mica or whatever, which a large group of people would make a circle, and they'd throw in a person and start beating him all over the body except the head or balls of course, and he'd try to get out, people would push him in, he'd have to block everything and this was primarly for learning to how block well.

My dad also had free sparring with a 4th Degree black belt, knocked out a 6th Degree black belt and even had a fight with Dr. Ilija Jorga, which was 8th degree black belt back then and now is 10th degree black belt. He also had alot of fights with people, as I said, some involving guns. He's really confident and tough.

I'm trying to follow his example. It's different with him though because he eats way more than me but due to his body type he only gets a stomach and doesn't get fat anywhere else, where I have my mom's body type which gets fat all over.

So yeah...

Sounds like your Dad is really a tough cookie. You shouldnt desperately try to follow him though. Do what you are good at, it seems you have different talents then him. But i know that in the Eastern European armys the training was hard as fu--. Thats why a lot of ex Red Army vets nowadays are in the French Foreign Legion and work for Mercenary contractors.

But i always thought there was only one Karate guy who has the 10th degree black belt and he is old as fu--, like 110 . Maybe i am wrong though.

And that staring thing, you will have to live with that and learn to ignore it until you get better. Or if you cant take it, go somewhere where you are alone, there is always a way. If you work, work and work, success will come from alone.

Yeah he's tough. As I said on another thread he can scare people just by shouting/yelling, and yes I'm serious about that he's done it alot of times with success. Everyone keeps telling me I'm going to be like him, so why not work on it more than just growing into it?

There are many with 10th degree black belt, anyone can achieve it if you work on it hard enough.

Yeah, I try to ignore. Alone. There's not a single place here where I can be alone. Work work and work. I'm working towards becoming what I plan to be. I gave up on it before and think about giving up on it sometimes, but then again the closer I come the more I get motivated.

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Yeah he's tough. As I said on another thread he can scare people just by shouting/yelling, and yes I'm serious about that he's done it alot of times with success. Everyone keeps telling me I'm going to be like him, so why not work on it more than just growing into it?

There are many with 10th degree black belt, anyone can achieve it if you work on it hard enough.

Yeah, I try to ignore. Alone. There's not a single place here where I can be alone. Work work and work. I'm working towards becoming what I plan to be. I gave up on it before and think about giving up on it sometimes, but then again the closer I come the more I get motivated.

If you wanna be like him, go for it. If not, dont.
You are 15, you still have plenty of time left. I know some people who are 30-35 and still dont know what to do with themselves.

[EmperorPenguin]

You seem like a good kid, with a decent head on his shoulders. Hang in there and just try to be yourself. You live in Toronto right? Or around there? I go there for work a lot, once you hit the legal drinking age (19 right?) I'll take you out for a beer. We'll have a blast. Sentz will come too, he'll pay for the strip club. He's good like that.

Ok, as long as you pay for the beer. Cause then it will be more expensive for you than for me.
You know us Germans can put away some

Sounds like a challenge to me! You do know that part of the cost at the strip club is lap dances and since you're paying, I'll be more then getting my moneys worth. Should be a fun night all around.

[Sentenza]

You seem like a good kid, with a decent head on his shoulders. Hang in there and just try to be yourself. You live in Toronto right? Or around there? I go there for work a lot, once you hit the legal drinking age (19 right?) I'll take you out for a beer. We'll have a blast. Sentz will come too, he'll pay for the strip club. He's good like that.

Ok, as long as you pay for the beer. Cause then it will be more expensive for you than for me.
You know us Germans can put away some

Sounds like a challenge to me! You do know that part of the cost at the strip club is lap dances and since you're paying, I'll be more then getting my moneys worth. Should be a fun night all around.

I am going to come there anyways, watch. I just have to work my shit job with my shitty income a bit longer. And then i can also pay for your lap dance.

[Old Shatterhand]

Rofl! That's the best real life story I've heard this week. He just stepped up to the plate and became a man without turning into a nutjob who thought himself unbreakable.

A friend of mine used to be the big kid everyone teased too. They spit at him, insulted him, bullied him and so on. Until one day he started going to the gym and after a while beat the shit out of the 2 or 3 main people who teased him. No one ever teased him again and now he works as a bouncer

[flame_guards_member1]

People such as family have recommended I become a bouncer or security guy at Hotel Oaza(mafia guy owns it) back home, since they know the guy who owns it since he was in high school and knew his family they could get me hooked up.

But alas, I don't have these characteristics:

>Broken/fucked up nose and/or scarred face
>Popularity
>Charm
>Slickness
>Toughness
>The ability or experiance in fights
>Money
>Suits, jewlery etc.
>Confidence
>High self esteem
>Guns or experiance shooting people with them

Etc.

Usually they possess all of these and more.

[whiskeyjack]

please no more personal problems